Do you think
we deflate as we get older? I’m sure my cheeks are starting to slip off my jaw,
my neck should be slapped with and ASBO and my hands… flip me! who stole my
hands and replaced them with old lady hands? Huh? Should I call the cops, I’m
sure firm, springy, skin theft is a crime, no? I was pondering the current position
of the ever deflating vessel Ruth the
other day when God gave me a picture of a deflated balloon. I’m there thinking
yeah you know me so well Lord … that sums it up. But then you know when you
over think a thing and it’s really not helpful? So now I’m drowning in a bog of self-evaluation;
I’m thinking of how forgetful I am and how difficult it is to hold the thread
of a conversation at times. How many times did I walk into the kitchen only to
forget why I was in there in the first place…? Could this mean my brain shrivelling
to walnut sized proportions argh…! Lord I NEED a saviour!!!
I need someone
who will remind me, help me, encourage me in the deflation of life John 14:26 - ‘the
helper the Holy Spirit, whom the father will send in my name, will teach you
everything and REMIND of all I have said to you’. We all need to be filled like
a balloon we’re not fit for purpose when deflated. I lOVE what it says in Job…33:3&4
‘The Spirit of God has fashioned me and the breath of the Almighty gives me
life’. When we allow the Holy Spirit to breathe into our lives we are
lightened, hold power (trying blowing up a balloon and let it go to see what I
mean) and our presence, our mass is expanded. Our dreams and vision grow, our
doubt is enveloped in the rubber of God’s purpose releasing us to be the symbol
of celebration we were always meant to be.
If you want
to inflate the sagginess of life go to your Father allow him to inflate your
world.
Love Ruth x
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